all is well... mostly.
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life is yay. i'm feeling good, positive, honestly happier than i have in years. It's so weird.
I saw Beth yesterday and we talked about the feeling really happy after so long. About how i feel like a bit of a tool, and angry and frustrated, by how far i lost myself. But she told me that it happens to a lot of people, and that i'm doing pretty well by just accepting that i made some poor choices, and moving on. It's nice to hear that i'm doing ok and that most importantly, i will continue to be ok. I just need to remember to do things that make me happy :)
Like, buying an iPod. Omg. my life is better^1,000,000. And buying a sports arm band holder for said iPod. fuck. I love my friends but I think i may have a new bestie. it's tiny and blue and it makes me happy all of the time.
haircut on Thursday. so excited. ima use the Secret and will it to be a haircut of awesome.
there's some other things going on. worried about a friend making some choices that i don't think are great. But those choices are hers, all i can do is be here if she needs me to be. and worry a little. she's too special to be treated the way she's being treated.
time for more dexter & sleep. i hope i manage to shake those dreams tonight.
life is yay. i'm feeling good, positive, honestly happier than i have in years. It's so weird.
I saw Beth yesterday and we talked about the feeling really happy after so long. About how i feel like a bit of a tool, and angry and frustrated, by how far i lost myself. But she told me that it happens to a lot of people, and that i'm doing pretty well by just accepting that i made some poor choices, and moving on. It's nice to hear that i'm doing ok and that most importantly, i will continue to be ok. I just need to remember to do things that make me happy :)
Like, buying an iPod. Omg. my life is better^1,000,000. And buying a sports arm band holder for said iPod. fuck. I love my friends but I think i may have a new bestie. it's tiny and blue and it makes me happy all of the time.
haircut on Thursday. so excited. ima use the Secret and will it to be a haircut of awesome.
there's some other things going on. worried about a friend making some choices that i don't think are great. But those choices are hers, all i can do is be here if she needs me to be. and worry a little. she's too special to be treated the way she's being treated.
time for more dexter & sleep. i hope i manage to shake those dreams tonight.