Well a new year finds me 'blogging' again. not sure why i'm here, or why i really left. its not like my life has been any less dramatic over the past what...6 MONTHS? I really should remember to update a little more often ( Read more... )

in my ongoing saga about my pathetic love life i have just recently been stood up for the first time in my dating career. The fact that i was prolly going to ditch doesnt change the fact that he beat me to it and didnt even call. honestly, i know its no loss of mine, but i thought it might be a way to get over the other boy ( Read more... )

honestly, what is it with me and shitty luck with boys??? Up until this year, well really these past few months, i havent gotten much attention from boys in general. Now, there are one or two that have shown interest in me and i keep thinking about how they prolly have wives and kids at home and i'm just kept on the side, or they are setting me up ( Read more... )

Things have been good. Strangely good. I'm getting back into the poetry and music and art. its about time. i'm so over the drama of boys. I'm not even a psycho girl (compared to what i see out there on a daily basis) but lately, some of my friends have been wearing off on me, making me somewhat undesirable to myself. i relinquish my psycho girl ( Read more... )

I stole this from a friend's Xanga site, and I just have to post it because its fucking amazing. What a unique and fasicinating insight on the female population. Kinda like a science project ( Read more... )

I'm so going to hell.

Wanna come for the ride?

work decided that i only get 3 shifts in 2 weeks!!! GRRR. well they called me in once this week for a whopping 10 hrs on the pay check. booo! any who. i am looking for another job. there is a liquor store opening up at a pub near the house, i applied there, but prolly wont get the job because only beautiful ppl work at bars... well the beautiful ( Read more... )

He's into me ... or something.

the light of day only brings a little clarity. I came back to kamloops after a night of interesting-ness. i considered emailing him, and have thought about it now too, but i think i have to stop playing those games: with him, with myself. I'm still not sure of myself when it comes to boys. do i just tell myself things hoping i will believe them? or ( Read more... )

WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ( Read more... )