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honestly, what is it with me and shitty luck with boys??? Up until this year, well really these past few months, i havent gotten much attention from boys in general. Now, there are one or two that have shown interest in me and i keep thinking about how they prolly have wives and kids at home and i'm just kept on the side, or they are setting me up for a fall in someway. irrational? very. but i honestly cant stop thinking that boys are lying to me with every word they say. In fact, boys should say the opposite of what they think so i get the proper interpretation. what am i thinking? Like that will help my neurosis! my own fun brand of OCD.
I was doing so well too. I had managed to block them out of my mind for if only a while, now, its all gone to pot.
I would like to say i need a vacation, but work is the only place that i keep busy enuf to forget about my issues.
Have you ever met some one so messed up?
I was doing so well too. I had managed to block them out of my mind for if only a while, now, its all gone to pot.
I would like to say i need a vacation, but work is the only place that i keep busy enuf to forget about my issues.
Have you ever met some one so messed up?