all i want for christmas is confidence.

he met me at the bar.
he walked me home.
he hugged me tight
and promised to see me soon.

<3

just when you think you know someone
they go out of their way to suprise you.

My life is filled with so many questions lately.

I've been told by a friend that I've been trying to hard.
I'm really beginning to wonder if it's true.

I miss Ed like woah.  I know that if he were here, he's give me a hug and tell me that everything will be okay.  It's just sad to think that I'll probably only see him once or twice a year (if I'm ( Read more... )

It's been so long since i've updated.  it's not that things haven't been happening - it's just that I haven't felt comfortable telling the entire world the inner workings of my mind lately ( Read more... )

This happens every year.  I don't know how much longer I can stand to see her so upset.  Every year I begin to distance myself from him more and more.  I know it's not all his fault, but it's getting to the point that I can hardly breathe.

It frightens me.  I've met someone - someone who I can relate with, but what's the point if this is the final ( Read more... )

I'm so thankful that classes are starting again.  Life seems to make more sense when I am ethralled completely in Nursing and events ( Read more... )

just for the record - I hate wasting time on people who don't feel the same way.

honesty is key.

my guard is now up.  I don't know when I'll let it down again.

Despite me thinking that everything was in vein, I am slowly discovering that some things aren't meant to crumble at my feet.  It wasn't all for nothing.  It meant something.  It only took 1500 miles and $200 in cell phone charges to prove that ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure I'm a moron.
an idiot even.

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold utopian dream

You do something to me that I can't explain
So would I be out of line if I said
I miss you?

I see your picture
I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine
You have only been gone ten days
But already I'm wasting away
I ( Read more... )