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It's been so long since i've updated. it's not that things haven't been happening - it's just that I haven't felt comfortable telling the entire world the inner workings of my mind lately.
I'm back at FSC and it's starting to sink in that I'm going to graduate soon. In a year, I'm going to be a nurse. No more preceptor, no more textbooks -- I must rely on myself. It's so frightening and so exciting at the same time.
This new years was filled with seeing people I hadn't seen in months. It was great seeing everyone, but a little bittersweet. Some of the same feelings are no longer there. 2 years ago, I was a completely different person. I guess I just hold different standards of myself now.
But there are a few amazing things going on in my life. I'm going well in my nursing classes. Really well. I passed the hardest rotation I'll ever take -- so it's theoretically "smooth sailing" from here.
Secondly, I may have met someone. A someone who makes me smile with a phone call. A someone who makes my day with a facebook poke. A someone who I can have 3 hour conversations with about informercials and ugly sweaters. Right now we're just friends. He's busy. I'm busy. It's just new and exciting.
I'm thinking positive and happy thoughts about my life. No more negativity. Things will happen when they are supposed to happen, and I will accomplish tasks as they come. Simply take things one at a time.
But I'm proud to say, that for once in my life, I may be happy.
I'm back at FSC and it's starting to sink in that I'm going to graduate soon. In a year, I'm going to be a nurse. No more preceptor, no more textbooks -- I must rely on myself. It's so frightening and so exciting at the same time.
This new years was filled with seeing people I hadn't seen in months. It was great seeing everyone, but a little bittersweet. Some of the same feelings are no longer there. 2 years ago, I was a completely different person. I guess I just hold different standards of myself now.
But there are a few amazing things going on in my life. I'm going well in my nursing classes. Really well. I passed the hardest rotation I'll ever take -- so it's theoretically "smooth sailing" from here.
Secondly, I may have met someone. A someone who makes me smile with a phone call. A someone who makes my day with a facebook poke. A someone who I can have 3 hour conversations with about informercials and ugly sweaters. Right now we're just friends. He's busy. I'm busy. It's just new and exciting.
I'm thinking positive and happy thoughts about my life. No more negativity. Things will happen when they are supposed to happen, and I will accomplish tasks as they come. Simply take things one at a time.
But I'm proud to say, that for once in my life, I may be happy.