(warning: this post is somewhat long and rambled. if you miss the point, i think the last paragraph sums it up pretty well ( Read more... )

so its been a while since i posted anything on here, but i decided to pick it up again. so here it is ( Read more... )

I am the only one to blame for this ( Read more... )

God is so amazing! He is more faithful than anyone could ever imagine. He is always there, never ever letting us down. He never ignores us when we cry out to Him. I was broken, torn and tattered. my world was torn apart. i came to a point when i was totally lost. i was about to give up on something that would have thrown me completely off of the ( Read more... )

please pray for me. i have so many mixed emotions. i keep getting high up, and then fall lower than i started. i feel empty. i feel as though the spark of love that i have for all those around me has gone out. towards my girlfriend, family, friends, and even God, i feel empty. when i tell them i love them, it feels empty. i keep on getting doubts ( Read more... )

I have been going through some tough times lately. I am stuck in a pit and I can't seem to get out of it. However, during my quiet time today, God brought something to my mind. He showed me something that I wrote a long time ago, and it was exactly what I needed to hear. I have already posted this poem that I actually wrote to encourage other ( Read more... )

I'm here, broken on my knees ( Read more... )

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY, WOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! 17 YEARS OLD BABY. RATED R MOVIES, HERE I COME! YEAH, JUST KIDDING. BUT IT IS MY BIRTHDAY, HECK YES!!! I KNOW YOUR OVERWHELMED WITH JOY AND AMAZEMENT. YOU'RE THINKING, "I CAN'T BELIEVE I HAVE LIVED A WHOLE OTHER YEAR ON AN EARTH WITH THE MOST ASTOUNDING THING TO EVER WALK THE EARTH. I AM SOOOO LOOKING ( Read more... )

june 24-26 i went to summer camp with fusion student ministry, my youth group. i was a little bumbed out at first because this year the camp was only for a weekend instead of for a week, but i got over it. i was really looking forward to this time because last year it had a big impact on me. i had tons of fun last year and i also began a radical ( Read more... )