Yesterday was a low point. Another one ( Read more... )

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Many moments have passed, many words have been said and my life is somehow better and emptier than it was 2 months ago ( Read more... )

I flew to Switzerland to meet my Holiday Romance Man last week. The four days we had together weren't perfect, but in terms of getting to spend time with him they were perfect ( Read more... )

I am feeling strange. My life seems kind of hollow and unreal ( Read more... )

I try to remember to turn to this journal when I feel overwhelmed. I have felt overwhelmed almost all day today ( Read more... )

Months have passed since I have written. I don't know why I keep on not writing. It has always helped me to focus my thoughts and yet I just let things build up in my head. I promised my new therapist that I would write, so here I am once again ( Read more... )

Time seems to disappear somewhere these days. I'm couple of weeks away from my final exams and graduating and school seems to suck up all my time. School and family life ( Read more... )

I began to wonder about my amnesia spells already before summer. I came to realize that there are these gaps in my memory, times of my life I have hard time remembering. I know where I have been or what I've been doing in general, but there is no recollection of the events or of the people or any details. Sometimes there are these flashes of images ( Read more... )

So. An impromptu hiatus happened. A hard drive died & got fixed. Summer was busy with work and life. Life meaning difficult family situation continued and took all my focus and strength. Then school began again and I've been feeling tired, depressed and under the weather. I felt like I was drowning under all the things that needed to be dealt with ( Read more... )