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I got really pissed off today. I got really sad today. It scared me. I really can't last to long being happy. It doesn't work. I tried. I failed. I can't go away with Abby. Which means I can't get away from my family. So instead, I might just go to my sister's early. Every summer I go to my sister's to get away from people. I go there to ( Read more... )

( Abby's a hiphop superstar )

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Well, yesterday was nice. I hung out with Maddi and her boyfriend, Eric. I had to walk to his house in the scorching heat. So that part was really terrible. Oh god, I was walking along and then this little girl started walking faster to catch up with me to, like, talk to me. She was really weird, but I guess that's cause she is moving here ( Read more... )

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My brother got his license today. It's pretty rad to, like, the tenth degree. He took me out to get coffee and then I was on "cop watch" as we sped around some backroads of town. Yeah, he has a Porsche(an '87 so people don't think my family's rich, because I can assure you, we are far from it) for all of you that don't actually know me ( Read more... )

You know what? I've decided that I'm ready to be happy. I'm ready to look forward to life and I'm ready to stop being depressed all the time. People have told me that I need to smile more in pictures, and I just realized that I never smile in pictures. I feel like the smile's fake and doesn't look right. I think that my face in general looks ( Read more... )

I really want to go visit my cousin, like a lot. Ever since my mom told me about what happened, I've been thinking about her a lot. About all the times I saw her when we were kids. About when things started going bad. How she hated my aunt and how her brother wrote his suicide note when he was about eleven. Of how she was the only cousin that ( Read more... )

Yeah, I've hung out with Erin for the passed three days, it's been pretty classy. Today turned out to be the classiest day ever. We went to Ridgewood & classed it up there & then we classed our way on over to the GSP. LOL, "Ringwood" isn't classy enough to afford the "d" & "e" of "Ridgewood", so we had to settle for the "n" that we could afford ( Read more... )