got an e mail from jason today....great news! one of his buddies got his leg blown off. how much more awesome could that be? i'll never understand why we are over there. it just doesnt make sense to me. I have no idea why we're over there, and everyone i talk to has no idea either, really. they wonder why they keep getting bombed and shot at..... ( Read more... )

so, i cleaned so much today. first, at my moms house, she needs help cuz shes getting older and cant do all the bending and stair climbing....she wanted the house to look nice since my gram is coming back from chicago with us. then, i came home and cleaned the hell out of this place....i love it being so clean. im really anal about dirtiness...its ( Read more... )

so, its been a few days since ive written. not much has happened since my last entry. i think im getting used to life being boring. its actually just winter, in ohio that makes life boring. such a depressing time bc its so cold and theres not much to do. theres not much to do here anyway....winter makes it much worse. everyone stays inside. i dont ( Read more... )

first off.....i believe that u pretend to be someone you really arent. u asked what i thought of you.....i think you are amazing...truthfull...smart as hell.. attractive, blah blah blah. i think you are hard headed a lot, maybe too much...and you dont see that u hurt peoples feelings (online or not). you believe in destiny, whether or not u know it ( Read more... )

so, let see......ive been working at this bar for almost a year (9 months to be more exact) and i have seen more fights, conflicts, approaches, attempts, and drunks here more than anywhere else in my life.i see everything, and experience most of it as well. and its all so real, the things people do when they drink. i'll start a tab with one table, ( Read more... )

is dreadful....dont know if i can.....make it....must get....second wind

i really cant believe im awake....and making an online journal. i guess, maybe, itll be a good thing in the long run? maybe this will let me open my head a little, who knows. ive always been pretty bad at expressing my thoughts and/or feelings. in a good way, anyway. hmmm...i hate being up this early, not having gone to bed yet. it feels like ( Read more... )