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so, its been a few days since ive written. not much has happened since my last entry. i think im getting used to life being boring. its actually just winter, in ohio that makes life boring. such a depressing time bc its so cold and theres not much to do. theres not much to do here anyway....winter makes it much worse. everyone stays inside. i dont understand why cold weather is so depressing though. theres so many holidays...time with your family and friends. christmas...new years...etc. it should make everyone happy and warm, but it doesnt. theres more holidays during the cold, yet people are happier in the summer when theres nothing to celebrate except the fact that its warm. does that make sense? i despise cold weather bc it reminds me of sad thoughts...how i felt last winter...alone. its weird. i cant wait for warmth. WATERSKIING....ROLLERBLADING....VACATION....FRIENDS....FUN BABY! IM ecstatic thinking about it.
quick update....
kate and allen broke up...again. why cant he listen to me when i tell him to GET OVER HER. allen, please, get over her. youll get nothing out of stressing over it...except hurt.
cant wait to go to chicago..although..i'll miss everyone here (im a pansy about leaving home) hope im not bored to death sitting with my grandma. mom wants me to her meet all of her girlfriends, she says all of their daughters are ugly, i think she wants to show me off??? nothing to see here.
jay and kory are doing good where they are. i hated my sister (ROOMIE!!!) when we were growing up, i cant believe i miss her so much now! im sick of people always leaving me. kory, j, johel....now jacks. WTF! im being desensitized.
GOTTA GO....work tonight!! who goes into work at 9:30pm? honestly.....PEACE!
quick update....
kate and allen broke up...again. why cant he listen to me when i tell him to GET OVER HER. allen, please, get over her. youll get nothing out of stressing over it...except hurt.
cant wait to go to chicago..although..i'll miss everyone here (im a pansy about leaving home) hope im not bored to death sitting with my grandma. mom wants me to her meet all of her girlfriends, she says all of their daughters are ugly, i think she wants to show me off??? nothing to see here.
jay and kory are doing good where they are. i hated my sister (ROOMIE!!!) when we were growing up, i cant believe i miss her so much now! im sick of people always leaving me. kory, j, johel....now jacks. WTF! im being desensitized.
GOTTA GO....work tonight!! who goes into work at 9:30pm? honestly.....PEACE!