TIMmy boy isn't having a good day thanks to Shepard. Shep has just blown the Collector base to hell, nicked the Normandy and made the whole Lazarus cell defect. So to get back at Shepard he has the Virmire Survivor (and Shepard's lover) kidnapped and orders for them to be tortured and for experimental enhancements with Reaper tech (e.g what they did to their troops in ME3) to be done.
And Shepard isn't allowed to rescue them as they are currently under arrest back on Earth. So comes ME3 and Shepard finds the VS, indocrinated and completely under Cerberus command and he/she has no choice but to kill them.
My brain almost instantly decided that the prompt needed some description of Kaidan being turned as well as the effect it has on Shepard. Hope no one (OP included) minds the upcoming non-con/dub-con.
Re: FILL: To Break A Hero (F!Shep/Kaidan) 1.1/?
anonymous
January 25 2014, 04:12:24 UTC
The Illusive Man watched the image of Shepard flicker and disappear, and he resisted the urge to throw his drink glass across the room. She’d refused to turn over the Collector Base to him. And Miranda Lawson had tendered her resignation. The entire Lazarus cell was gone - his investment was gone
( ... )
Re: FILL: To Break A Hero (F!Shep/Kaidan) 1.2/?
anonymous
January 25 2014, 04:13:16 UTC
Kaidan wished he could remember how he’d gotten here. The last time he’d had a blackout of this magnitude had been in the weeks after Shepard’s death, when he’d drunk to forget how close he’d been to getting her off the ship. How close she’d been to living. After Horizon, he’d only had one blackout and it hadn’t been quite as bad. The joy of seeing her alive had blunted the self-destructive instinct he’d had at losing her all over again
( ... )
Re: FILL: To Break A Hero (F!Shep/Kaidan) 2/?
anonymous
February 25 2014, 23:22:56 UTC
A/N: This is a partial repost from the next part, because n00b!anon is silly and didn't follow the rules, and someone was kind enough to nominate this for the People's Choice awards - so I thought everyone should see what I have to this point.
Kaidan had completely lost track of time since being brought to the Cerberus facility. The only things that happened at any sort of regular interval were his meals, and even then “regular” didn’t appear to apply. It was more like … whenever they got around to it. He wondered if that was a tactic of theirs to keep him off balance.
After taunting him on the first day, Eva - and everyone else at the facility - had left him alone with his thoughts. It didn’t take him long for him to appreciate the tactic, remembering what Matriarch Benezia had said back on Noveria about indoctrination. He started to have thoughts that weren’t his own, and the only reason he knew they weren’t his own was because they were completely antithetical to his natural thought processes. He hated Cerberus. And yet …
Re: FILL: To Break A Hero (F!Shep/Kaidan) 2.5/?
anonymous
February 25 2014, 23:24:33 UTC
“You want this, Kaidan,” Shepard’s voice said again, and this time he found the source. Eva. Somehow she was making herself sound like Shepard. “Your cock is responding to the sound of its mistress’ voice.”
There were thoughts that weren’t his own in his head again, but they weren’t about Cerberus. At least, not in a broad sense. They were complementing what Eva was saying, telling him to kiss her, telling him how attracted he was to her. The thoughts were pressing on the inside of his skull. He closed his eyes and put his head back against the wall to try and shut them out. Shepard. He used her name like a talisman. He loved Shepard. He was faithful to Shepard. She’d come for him. She’d get him out of this.
Eva’s mouth closed around his penis.
Kaidan groaned loudly, part frustration, part expression of desire. He hadn’t even noticed her pulling down his loose pants. You want this, the voice in his head said, and he couldn’t push it away this time. Don’t deny yourself this pleasure. Enjoy it
( ... )
Re: FILL: To Break A Hero (F!Shep/Kaidan) 3/?
anonymous
February 25 2014, 23:26:44 UTC
That night - or what passed for night, Kaidan wasn’t sure - he had the most intense dreams he’d had since passing through puberty. He was being tormented all over by invisible hands, pinching at sensitive areas and making him twist and moan. Kaidan. You’re mine, he kept hearing, sometimes in Eva’s voice, sometimes in Shepard’s.
He woke with his right hand around his hard cock and couldn’t help but finish the job his dreams had started, doing his best to keep Shepard’s image in his head as he did so. He had to hold on to who he was, which included his love - love, not simple desire - for Shepard. He conjured up the memory of the night before Ilos, when Shepard had let him into her cabin and he’d let her into his heart. It was why seeing her on Horizon had hurt so much. He had never loved anyone as much as he loved her
( ... )
Re: FILL: To Break A Hero (F!Shep/Kaidan) 4/?
anonymous
February 25 2014, 23:29:22 UTC
They left him alone for a few meal-cycles after that.
Except that he wasn’t really alone. The voice in the back of his head was like a shadow-Kaidan, one that was buying the Cerberus party line and doing his best to turn the real Kaidan to his way of thinking.
The scariest part was that shadow-Kaidan was beginning to talk back to him.
His sleep was restless and heated, his dreams filled with a female voice promising ecstasy if he surrendered, causing him to wake with a hard-on every ‘morning’. He thought about Shepard when he closed his hand over his cock, keeping her image fresh, trying not to lose hope despite the logic that Eva had previously laid out for him.
Shepard will come.
Shepard has no idea where to start looking, even if the Alliance would let her look, shadow-Kaidan countered
( ... )
Re: FILL: To Break A Hero (F!Shep/Kaidan) 5/?
anonymous
February 25 2014, 23:31:51 UTC
He moaned as soon as her tongue slipped inside his mouth, his hands suddenly able to move and touch her bare breasts (shouldn’t there be clothing there), teasing the nipples into hardness. He stood from the chair and used his biotics to slam her against the wall as he’d done the first time he saw her. This time when he crossed the room to lay his hands on her it wasn’t on her neck, but her stomach, waist, hips, thighs …
She had tormented him, teased him and brought him to this state, and he was going to pay her back. He kept her pinned there with his mind as he tore off his pants and shirt, then stuck a finger in her wet cunt. The sounds she made went straight to his cock and he couldn’t help but moan in response. He barely even noticed how hard his breathing had become as his finger moved around inside her, finally finding the spot he was looking for. She moaned again and his determination to tease her gave way to the need to be inside her, right now. He removed his finger and guided his cock in there instead
( ... )
Re: FILL: To Break A Hero (F!Shep/Kaidan)
anonymous
February 25 2014, 23:33:06 UTC
CONFIDENTIAL - For Cerberus Operatives with Level 6 Clearance or higher Progress Report - Subject: Kaidan Alenko Researcher: Dr. Eva CoréSubject Alenko has fallen into a routine. After waking, he exercises as much as is possible in the small room - crunches and push-ups, mostly. Following this, he showers and reads news articles on the terminal. Subject has also read through the entirety of the Lazarus Project five times, and routinely re-reads any articles relating to Lazarus subject Shepard. Subject has also shown an interest in articles that mention other high-profile figures connected to Shepard (e.g. Urdnot Wrex, Garrus Vakarian, Adm. David Anderson
( ... )
Re: FILL: To Break A Hero (F!Shep/Kaidan) 8/?
anonymous
February 25 2014, 23:38:02 UTC
She was standing behind him. She’d gotten his pants off and was cupping his balls with one hand, her thumb tracing a circle around the base of his cock. Her lips were by his ear, and he realized she’d been talking to him for a while. He forced himself to focus enough to listen. “Just submit, Kaidan,” she said. “You’re already mine. Once you acknowledge that, there are so many other things I can do… so many other ways I can give you pleasure.”
No. Never.
Kaidan ignored the other him. “Yes,” he whispered.
Eva’s hand stilled, then gripped his balls tighter. “Say it again. Properly, this time
( ... )
Re: FILL: To Break A Hero (F!Shep/Kaidan) 10/?
anonymous
February 26 2014, 06:01:14 UTC
Kaidan - no, fuck, it can’t be Kaidan, this is some fucking joke - laughed bitterly. “What does it look like, Vega? I’m with Cerberus, and Cerberus wants the Council destabilized so they can come and take over the Citadel. Fucking weird if you ask me, but no one did, and I’m a good soldier. I don’t question my orders.”
“Kaidan, what happened to you?” Shepard said, finally finding her voice - even if it came out cracked from anguish.
“Commander Jane Shepard,” Kaidan said. His arm was outstretched, pinning the salarian councilor to the wall. He stalked towards the salarian with a cat-like grace that seemed more fluid and honed than Shepard remembered. “First human Spectre. Savior of the Citadel. Former Cerberus agent,” he said, drawing out the last three words. “Back in Alliance colors. Good for you. As for what happened to me - well, that’d be exactly what it looks like. Cerberus took me. Shortly after you defected from them. I wasn’t exactly thrilled with it, at first, but I came around. Now I’m fully onboard with the Cerberus
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TIMmy boy isn't having a good day thanks to Shepard. Shep has just blown the Collector base to hell, nicked the Normandy and made the whole Lazarus cell defect. So to get back at Shepard he has the Virmire Survivor (and Shepard's lover) kidnapped and orders for them to be tortured and for experimental enhancements with Reaper tech (e.g what they did to their troops in ME3) to be done.
And Shepard isn't allowed to rescue them as they are currently under arrest back on Earth. So comes ME3 and Shepard finds the VS, indocrinated and completely under Cerberus command and he/she has no choice but to kill them.
My brain almost instantly decided that the prompt needed some description of Kaidan being turned as well as the effect it has on Shepard. Hope no one (OP included) minds the upcoming non-con/dub-con.
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Glad to see this finally being filled and good start with Eva being the torturer
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Kaidan had completely lost track of time since being brought to the Cerberus facility. The only things that happened at any sort of regular interval were his meals, and even then “regular” didn’t appear to apply. It was more like … whenever they got around to it. He wondered if that was a tactic of theirs to keep him off balance.
After taunting him on the first day, Eva - and everyone else at the facility - had left him alone with his thoughts. It didn’t take him long for him to appreciate the tactic, remembering what Matriarch Benezia had said back on Noveria about indoctrination. He started to have thoughts that weren’t his own, and the only reason he knew they weren’t his own was because they were completely antithetical to his natural thought processes. He hated Cerberus. And yet …
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“You want this, Kaidan,” Shepard’s voice said again, and this time he found the source. Eva. Somehow she was making herself sound like Shepard. “Your cock is responding to the sound of its mistress’ voice.”
There were thoughts that weren’t his own in his head again, but they weren’t about Cerberus. At least, not in a broad sense. They were complementing what Eva was saying, telling him to kiss her, telling him how attracted he was to her. The thoughts were pressing on the inside of his skull. He closed his eyes and put his head back against the wall to try and shut them out. Shepard. He used her name like a talisman. He loved Shepard. He was faithful to Shepard. She’d come for him. She’d get him out of this.
Eva’s mouth closed around his penis.
Kaidan groaned loudly, part frustration, part expression of desire. He hadn’t even noticed her pulling down his loose pants. You want this, the voice in his head said, and he couldn’t push it away this time. Don’t deny yourself this pleasure. Enjoy it ( ... )
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He woke with his right hand around his hard cock and couldn’t help but finish the job his dreams had started, doing his best to keep Shepard’s image in his head as he did so. He had to hold on to who he was, which included his love - love, not simple desire - for Shepard. He conjured up the memory of the night before Ilos, when Shepard had let him into her cabin and he’d let her into his heart. It was why seeing her on Horizon had hurt so much. He had never loved anyone as much as he loved her ( ... )
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Except that he wasn’t really alone. The voice in the back of his head was like a shadow-Kaidan, one that was buying the Cerberus party line and doing his best to turn the real Kaidan to his way of thinking.
The scariest part was that shadow-Kaidan was beginning to talk back to him.
His sleep was restless and heated, his dreams filled with a female voice promising ecstasy if he surrendered, causing him to wake with a hard-on every ‘morning’. He thought about Shepard when he closed his hand over his cock, keeping her image fresh, trying not to lose hope despite the logic that Eva had previously laid out for him.
Shepard will come.
Shepard has no idea where to start looking, even if the Alliance would let her look, shadow-Kaidan countered ( ... )
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She had tormented him, teased him and brought him to this state, and he was going to pay her back. He kept her pinned there with his mind as he tore off his pants and shirt, then stuck a finger in her wet cunt. The sounds she made went straight to his cock and he couldn’t help but moan in response. He barely even noticed how hard his breathing had become as his finger moved around inside her, finally finding the spot he was looking for. She moaned again and his determination to tease her gave way to the need to be inside her, right now. He removed his finger and guided his cock in there instead ( ... )
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Progress Report - Subject: Kaidan Alenko
Researcher: Dr. Eva CoréSubject Alenko has fallen into a routine. After waking, he exercises as much as is possible in the small room - crunches and push-ups, mostly. Following this, he showers and reads news articles on the terminal. Subject has also read through the entirety of the Lazarus Project five times, and routinely re-reads any articles relating to Lazarus subject Shepard. Subject has also shown an interest in articles that mention other high-profile figures connected to Shepard (e.g. Urdnot Wrex, Garrus Vakarian, Adm. David Anderson ( ... )
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No. Never.
Kaidan ignored the other him. “Yes,” he whispered.
Eva’s hand stilled, then gripped his balls tighter. “Say it again. Properly, this time ( ... )
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“Kaidan, what happened to you?” Shepard said, finally finding her voice - even if it came out cracked from anguish.
“Commander Jane Shepard,” Kaidan said. His arm was outstretched, pinning the salarian councilor to the wall. He stalked towards the salarian with a cat-like grace that seemed more fluid and honed than Shepard remembered. “First human Spectre. Savior of the Citadel. Former Cerberus agent,” he said, drawing out the last three words. “Back in Alliance colors. Good for you. As for what happened to me - well, that’d be exactly what it looks like. Cerberus took me. Shortly after you defected from them. I wasn’t exactly thrilled with it, at first, but I came around. Now I’m fully onboard with the Cerberus ( ... )
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