a lot of new stuff has happend lately to much to update about at least considering i'm very lazy right now. Um bad dream last night more like nightmare. Umm i was at a grocery store, the one in deerfield when i realized charlie was now working there and he was wearing glasses. he did look darling in them though. and then walking down the aisles i ( Read more... )

today kinda sucked. i was really disappointed in myself i really wanted to lose weight but at the end of the day i ate a grilled cheese. what can i say i have no self control. today i'll have to work double as hard not to eat anything. today is duanes birthday though and his moms throwing him a barbaque. which sucks considering i will probably have ( Read more... )

yeah i've been busy. which is fun of course. i leave this friday to go to my grandma's for my b-day. that should be alright i suspose. i feel really like strange right now. i don't know whats up with me. I took 2 a.d.d. pills this morning to supress my food cravings. it has worked well so far. I'm not hungry. But it makes me feel weird. like i have ( Read more... )

Ummm Melinda was hung over today how fun... she was soo drunk on sat. she was screaming and crying and i was drinking so i can't take care of her, so mancel did. When i attempted to take care of her she told me (while she was drunk of course) that she cut herself and i taught her how. i was like what the heck i never taught you how to cut yourself ( Read more... )

Today already hasn't been the most terrific for me. I woke up at like 11:35 or something BJ was knocking at my window. Mancel needed his car keys and they were in the house of course all the doors were locked so they couldn't get in. Then i showered, which is the highlight of my day yet far. Then i thought about Charlie. Which is never a good ( Read more... )

Well i just remembered my journal name hahaha! i'm such a loser! Well today kinda sucked actually. I went around finding stuff with josh and jason and then we couldn't find anything so we went to mcdonalds to see jacob and duane. Well we got there and the inside was closed so we had to eat outside on the back of joshs truck. well these people ( Read more... )

Hey, today was mildly uneventful. I had pratice and that was about it i didnt' even trip or anything today (i'm so proud). Then there was a football game we won! We beat marshall i guess theres a big rivalry between the to of our schools. Well i guess we beat them. I cut myself today really bad. i bled through my pants. It's just been such ( Read more... )

Ha ha i slept in today the first time this week!!! I went to quizilla.com Fun fun! So yeah today i'm doing basically nothing at all. Except probably doing something w/ kayla, kayla, and julia. gosh i miss thoes guys. Lst night i baby sat. I made some money! But knowing me i'll probably either lose it or spend it right away so. If i go ( Read more... )

I dyed my hair today! It's really dark not black but dark dark brown and red tints. I guess it looks ok but it will take some getting used to. Tomorrow i hope to be going to the outdoor w/ kayla, kayla, and julia. thats if it doesn't rain and if it does then i'll see if we can go to the mall i've been wanting to get my ears piereced again ( Read more... )

hey, i don't know why but my body feels weird like it's ripping in 2 directions. I don't know my brain is like weird today so w/e. FFa state is comming up really soon so i have to start praticing harder. Not that i want to though. So yea i have nothing really going on. Tomorrow i'll probably come home and take a nap on the trampoline. If i ( Read more... )