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I am emotionally fucked up the ass right now
My boyfriend is getting married in a month and a half. To someone else. But I'm in love with him. I miss him every second that we aren't together. My heart is physically hurting thinking about it. I'm panicking thinking about losing him. Help.
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Hickies and heartbreak
I miss you all terribly. I miss fandom. I miss writing and reading fic. I miss my sisters and all my friends in the fandom. Reality is becoming a little too much for me lately.
Some of you know the whole story with John some of you don't. But I guess I'll update you all anyway cause I'm confused as hell. We've been on again off again having an ( Read more... ) -
I figured an update was in order
You'll have to forgive any major typos cause I'm writing this on my phone at 7 in the morning before class and I'm half asleep.
So I'm back in school. Again. For reals this time. Trying to finish my degree. It's gonna be a long process but the first week went ok though I was half asleep the entire time. Work and school together is really hard. :(
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200 books in 13 months
So a few days ago I mentioned that I wanted to read a lot of books this year (well 13 months cause I couldn't let this months reading go to waste lol). Its kinda nuts I don't think I'll be able to do it but we'll see I guess.
December 1, 2011 to December 31, 2012:
1. Wolves Boys & Other Things That Might Kill Me by Kristen Chandler (Not very good. I ( Read more... ) -
It has been far too long
since I wrote anything. So in an effort to get back on the horse as it were I am going to write a drabble of some sort (maybe two) and then I am going to try to finish writing that story I said I was going to that came from Muggle Ingenuity. So it is now 3 a.m. hopefully by 5 I have something written. :) wish me luck -
I've been thinking a lot today
I know... dangerous, but I think I tend to always get this way when a new guy comes into my life. Especially when the "relationship" is less than what I would want it to be. Which to be honest is every time. Anyways I've been thinking a lot about my exes and I how I seem utterly incapable of actually deleting them from my lives. This whole thing ( Read more... ) -
I feel like a used tissue
And the worst part is that I know I brought it on myself ( Read more... ) -
Writing again? Kinda.
So I started writing a fic today. It's actually the multi-chapter I said I'd write if "Muggle Ingenuity" was well recieved. As of right now it's just an outline of the first chapter but it's more than I've writen in months (years?) and I'm kinda proud of it ( Read more... ) -
E comes to a realization
I know I know it doesn't happen a lot but every once in a while I have a moment of clarity and the light is blinding and heavenly choirs sing. SO here it is ( Read more... ) -
So much for happy me.
I'm probably going to be losing my job in the next couple of weeks. Fuck Albertsons. Seriously how can you expect to function after laying off 15% of your employees. OH and give away 25 million dollars in a sweepstakes for customers at the same time. Whoever is planning our corporate business plans needs to be fired not the people who actually keep ( Read more... )