Nice guys. Are they real or is it just a dream? Yeah, they are real,but there is a catch. There always is. You see the nice guys are always taken in someway. They may not be with someone, but there is always a reason that they can't be with you. It could be that they have a broken heart or they are leaving,but there is always a reason. Sometimes ( Read more... )

I hate being scared. I hate being insecure. I hate having to look at her pictures on your computer. I hate knowing that you spent a lot of your time with her and not me on vacation. I hate wondering if you wished you had spent all your time with her. I hae having to face the truth. I wish I didn't have to be reminded. Why can't those pictures just ( Read more... )

Love. Love is such a tricky thing. Love can make you feel powerful, invicible, special, happy, crazy,yet it can make you feel sad, lonely, confused, frustrated, and scared. Love can do so much. Sometimes we let the love we have for others define who we are, and when this happens we sometimes end up hurt. So the question is should we not love at all ( Read more... )

Life has been crazy for the past week. My grandma was in the hospital for eight days, and now she is in a rehabilitation center. She won't be coming home for another 28 days. My grandaddy is so sad without her. He misses her so much. He still sees her every day, but it's not the same. They have been together for 53 years. It's amazing to watch them ( Read more... )

Life in Tallahassee is going good. I started work this past Sunday. It's a little slower than I expected, but I'm hoping it picks up. If it doesn't get busier, I may have to transfer to a different store. All of the people are nice, so far. I miss a lot of people back home. I don't miss the place, but I do miss the people. I have been doing a lot ( Read more... )

I did it. I moved to Tallahassee. Corrin and I packed up here Chevy Blazer on Thursday,and hit the road. I signed my lease today, and it feels wonderful. I am finally independent. I start work again on Sunday which should be interesting. I have 3 roommates, but I have only met 2 of them. They seem really cool.I have to admit that I miss some people ( Read more... )

Well, I am finally making a move. I am moving away from here. I'm leaving Pace in 26 days. I am headed to Tallahassee. It's not that far,but it's far enough. It is time for me to leave this town. There is nothing for me here. I need to get away, and see what else is out there. I plan on attending FSU. Yes, I will work. I am so excited about moving ( Read more... )

Well Christmas has come and gone, and another "new" year is approaching. So much has changed in the last month. Changes that I never saw coming. I'm stuck in a turning point, but I don't know where I am turning. School starts in about 2 weeks, and I'm not enrolled in any classes, and I don't even know if I'm going to school this semester. I want to ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to think that I write in this journal for my own amusement. I know that no one really cares what is going on with my life. Oh well, such is life. I got a puppy. Someone just threw them out of their car right in front of my house. My mom picked him up, and now he is mine. His name is Sampson. He is the greatest thing ever. I now have a ( Read more... )

So,I lost my cell phone on Saturday. I missed Lauren's party because I can't remember numbers. I tried dialing what I thought was her cellphone,but I got some weird cranky person. I have her present, but I don't know when she will get it. Maybe I will mail it to her. Life is extremely hetic right now. I have midterms this week,and I'm trying to get ( Read more... )