"To be or not to be that is the question"

[lysithia]

Life in Tallahassee is going good. I started work this past Sunday. It's a little slower than I expected, but I'm hoping it picks up. If it doesn't get busier, I may have to transfer to a different store. All of the people are nice, so far. I miss a lot of people back home. I don't miss the place, but I do miss the people. I have been doing a lot of thinking about my life lately and all the changes I have made. Around Thanksgiving, I made some haste decisions which leave me know wondering about all the what haves, and could'ves. I don't understand why somethings happened the way they did, but I just need to accept them. I am happy here. I like my life. I just wish I could stop feeling like I wasn't good enough. I don't know if I was or not. Does anybody know? I guess that it doesn't matter or that is what I keep telling myself. I'm rambling which is the sign for me to stop. I hope all is well back in Pace/Pensacola.

love you all,

melissa