I do not want your sympathy. It's fake and unwanted.

[lysithia]

Well Christmas has come and gone, and another "new" year is approaching. So much has changed in the last month. Changes that I never saw coming. I'm stuck in a turning point, but I don't know where I am turning. School starts in about 2 weeks, and I'm not enrolled in any classes, and I don't even know if I'm going to school this semester. I want to

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[simple_whisper]

aww, put on a happy face Melissa.. you're the best sister thats not really my sister that I ever did have and I love you!

[apotsticker]

thats absolute bullshit melissa. the people who have been here for you all these years you neglect and ignore... tell me the last time you called me huh? or the last time you actually made it to our plans? or how about that nice stunt on my birthday, you know, where you didnt even try to find my phone number, funny, im in the phone book and you knew i was home, or you know where my house is too. funny huh? funny how the other night you said youd be right over about 900 times and i waited for you to come only so youd leave about five mintues later. funny how last night you decided that you wanted to come out after you had already disappointed me and ruined my night by saying no no lauren im a night owl i want to come out i swear im coming... and five seconds later you bail on me. its one thing to bail on me once in a night but then to just turn around and get my hopes up again. nice melissa... nice. you are a disappointment to me, not because you mess up but because you just dont freakin care or try. stop being so consumed

[lysithia]

so, im selfish. i apologize for all the qualties that i have. when is the last time that you called me? i am sorry about the other night. look, i suck. right now i just want to go away. give me time. please.

[apotsticker]

what the hell, give you time from what, never seeing you... yeah okay melissa. and you are selfish, you dont think when youre hurting other peoples feelings when they wait for hours for you to show up or call....yeah ill give you time to realize you shouldnt be irritated with me for telling you how i feel, or that you blow me off... not the other way. and for your information i do call you, all the time, youre always at work, and you dont call me back.

[apotsticker]

furthermore this is retarded and should be over and you should just call me and explain what the fuck is going on because this obviously has more to it than you and me. you dont need a break from me, i see you once every blue moon.

[autumn_run]

you do have neighbors you know...

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[anonymous]

i see you as an empty person incapable of nothing but stirring up false drama to fill your uneventful life. most of your problems are probably caused by yourself. also, evrytime i wander upon your updates its like: "i am at a turning point, a cross road. i am confused and don't know what to do." how about you pick a path in the cross roads of life, walk away from the turning point and do something about it all.

-an observer

[lysithia]

Observer,

You are right. I chose a path. It's over an done with. I am happy. I have just become an insecure person, but I am working on gaining my security back from the person that I let take it away. I appreciate your honesty. Maybe one day I will be capable of doing something other than causing drama. Maybe then you will proud of me.

[jennlynne]

i see you melissa. what is your new cell number, i forgot to ever write it down...and i didnt forget you on your birthday december 14th...i have just been busy and selfish. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS! so i take it you arent dating that one boy anymore (forgot name..sorry!) you know who im talking about. and whats all this about you not goin back to school? what's up with that!?
love
jennifer lynne morgan