( Rape, misogyny, incest, sibling incest, therapy, anger at therapist, lack of anger in other bits of my life )

I fear what I am discovering about myself.

( 101 goals in 1001 days )

Fathers death date, on Sunday. I zoned all day, not really paying attention to it ( Read more... )

I may have a job.

Having a rather hard time, as of late. I've been paranoid lately, and as such, have taken to sleeping in the bathtub, since that's the only place that everything is quiet. J told me some things about the beginning of our relationship that... really hurt. As is, I'm still depressed four days later.

Whatever.
I want to fucking cut.

We have internet, again.

Not a single goddamn person said happy birthday to me. -_-

We've moved, I'm not sure when I will have internet again, but I will be up here on Wednesday, and on thanksgiving (my birthday). So... Yeah. I love the new place, we've got a washer and dryer, and our landlady bought us a new dishwasher. *smiles* It's... really lonely, though. Because now when J goes to work, there's -really- no one there. Heh. Ah ( Read more... )

We move on Saturday.

-Lost