*sigh* I talked to him today. I still feel... like I don't trust him. Not sure what to do about that. I told him that I felt attacked, and unheard, and that he needed to move away from that model. And I explained about not having the context to feel bad for my father at the ages we're dealing with currently.
But finding a male therapist I can afford, who works with sexual abuse, is hard. So I'm trying again. I'm hoping it goes better from here on out, but if he sticks with that model, I will most likely try and break away.
Also, it should amuse you that you are so determinedly set in my head as Someone To Listen To/Obey, that my first reaction to your (seeming) command was "Well, I really should do that, shouldn't I."
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I told him that I felt attacked, and unheard, and that he needed to move away from that model. And I explained about not having the context to feel bad for my father at the ages we're dealing with currently.
But finding a male therapist I can afford, who works with sexual abuse, is hard. So I'm trying again. I'm hoping it goes better from here on out, but if he sticks with that model, I will most likely try and break away.
Also, it should amuse you that you are so determinedly set in my head as Someone To Listen To/Obey, that my first reaction to your (seeming) command was "Well, I really should do that, shouldn't I."
Gogo subspace. *rolls eyes*
Thanks for responding, Poe.
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