Well its been a long ass time since ive updated. Alot has happened the past month or so for better or worse and now here i am, less than 1 month to go before im finally gone. It feels like ive been having a countdown forever now, i remember when it was me saying, well i still have over a year, and now im saying 27 days instead, where has time gone ( Read more... )

Wow, i cant believe how these past few days have gone for me, the ups and downs have just been amazing and yet also the worst feeling ive ever felt. I was working tonight and got a call from heather on my cell and she left a message saying that she had to leave for her program again for real this time and that she wanted to see me one last time... ( Read more... )

I cant believe how fast time is going by this year, i just hope the next 2 years go by as fast as this one did. It was a good year and quite a learning experience i'd say. It was my second time being away from my parents home and first time where i had to actually pay bills and support myself, and even though i got extremely poor i enjoyed every ( Read more... )

Well i felt so much better today its just amazing, i feel like all the dead weight that was on my mind has been lifted and i just feel fucking great right now =) Today was just a good day. I woke up kind of sad from last night still from the conversation i had with someone that i thought was a good friend, but i know better then that. I never once ( Read more... )

Well tonight kind of sucked like alot... the only good things that came out of it is that me and titus are talking again i guess, and that i talked to erin..she just makes me so happy even when im not and i thank you for that erin, you mean alot to me... The rest of the night really sucked but im not going to go into detail on that cause it just ( Read more... )

well im not going to say much cause im just in a bleh mood, but im sorry for hurting you like i just did and i know it may not seem like much but i hope you forgive me cause this just sucks... I just need some time to think things over also cause i just dont want to spend my last couple of months here without us talking, your like a brother and ( Read more... )

Well im off today and very very bored right now! Last night was good, i finally talked to Kim for the first time on the the phone in about 13 months and it seemed we just picked up right where we left off, almost as if we never stopped talking. She didnt think i would want to talk to her or have anything to do with her just because shes depressed ( Read more... )

Well im just sitting here on a sunday afternoon while james is at my parents and titus is playing paintball, im just very bored and nobody is home right now. I tried calling erin but shes out already i guess, i hope i get to see her later maybe or at least talk some more. Heather tried texting me at like 630am but im guessing shes still sleeping ( Read more... )

Well im off to work the first of 2 doubles at shells in a few minutes and i really dont feel like working today. Life has been ok i guess the past week, alot better then last time I updated...Im all confused now on everything as usual but i guess ill just wait and see how things fold out and ill go from there. Havent done much this week except talk ( Read more... )

Well thought id finally join the crowd and start one of these damn things. The past few days have been really shitty and i just cant wait to get this weekend over with and move on in life. I really was starting to like this girl i met and we hung out over here and had alot of fun the past week, then all of a sudden yesterday she decided to start ( Read more... )