Bored
Well im just sitting here on a sunday afternoon while james is at my parents and titus is playing paintball, im just very bored and nobody is home right now. I tried calling erin but shes out already i guess, i hope i get to see her later maybe or at least talk some more. Heather tried texting me at like 630am but im guessing shes still sleeping now too or something. And all of my other friends are working or already out... Its been a good week overall though for me, ive decided to stay at shells becuase of a few different reasons such as its like a second family there and i know im not gonna be here much longer and i dont really want to start over again at another job right now. Plus im finally making money again somewhat...so thats good. I got to see kerry and erin earlier this week which really made me happy, kerry is just a great person and a good friend to titus and me and just seems to make things more fun when shes here. Erin is just simply awesome and im really glad that i met her, we just seem to connect so well...at least thats what i feel, i hope she feels the same way but im so damn blind i just cant tell...lol. I know she can have so many other guys cause alot of people seem to like her so i just dont know why she would want me instead of them, but either way i just really want her to be happy whether it be with me or someone else like maybe jon if he ever gets his act together. Lol i hope she doesnt get tired of my babbling and my damn blindness cause even if nothing ever happens between us id still think of her as a good friend and id still love to talk to her everyday like we do now. But yeah im done rambling now..lol, so im off to my parents in a few then hopefully doing something tonight, later all!