bleh
well im not going to say much cause im just in a bleh mood, but im sorry for hurting you like i just did and i know it may not seem like much but i hope you forgive me cause this just sucks... I just need some time to think things over also cause i just dont want to spend my last couple of months here without us talking, your like a brother and weve both made decisions over the past month that have hurt each other and that does suck, it really does... I cant help the way i feel and i know you cant either, this is just a crummy situation and i wish things could be different. Well i dont know what else to say about that...its hard for me to talk about things like this, i dont know why, it just is...sorry im being all quiet, its just the way i am... sorry bro
I should be happy right now and i really have been besides all of this, things have been ok in my life the past few weeks. Ive been talking to kim alot recently and that has really made me happy to hear from her again, im glad we did before i leave. Heather and me have been getting along great and i just think the real her is just an awesome person, i just wish that whole situation couldve been different since we met, but we cant change the past i guess. Erin is just simply awesome and im glad we still conect so well as friends, especially seeing how different we are as people, lol, i still think shes just a great person and still just wish some of the confusion in her life could just go away, that be so damn great! lol well i dont know what else to say but im just going to try and get by all this and try and be happy, whatever happens happens....
I should be happy right now and i really have been besides all of this, things have been ok in my life the past few weeks. Ive been talking to kim alot recently and that has really made me happy to hear from her again, im glad we did before i leave. Heather and me have been getting along great and i just think the real her is just an awesome person, i just wish that whole situation couldve been different since we met, but we cant change the past i guess. Erin is just simply awesome and im glad we still conect so well as friends, especially seeing how different we are as people, lol, i still think shes just a great person and still just wish some of the confusion in her life could just go away, that be so damn great! lol well i dont know what else to say but im just going to try and get by all this and try and be happy, whatever happens happens....