its already been a yr and a half since i last posted nething here.. kinda interesting.. looking bak at wa happened last yr... well, i can update u all now.. i did what i vowed to do: rebirth. it was great. but i may need it again >=/ o, hell, we go again...

who the hell works on Thanksgiving?!?.. w.t.f... 'hai... owell.. not like i even celerbrate Thanksgiving newaz.. but its just so tiring =( 18th consecitive days i have been working.. holly shitt.. i gotta last till the 26th [hopefully its onliee 26 day, no more]

want nothing more then to finish this up coming week full of exams... then manybee. maybee then, i could start to learn how to 'free' myself from myself

this probably doesnt make any sense to anyone but i but taz alrite. its onlniee i who needs to know anyway =/

suddenly, i feel so overwhelmed. its cuz i see all too clearly where my furture is headed and must be. n for certain reasons, this doesnt excite nor make me feel happie any longer. i actually feel quite sad of how things would have to turn out. also knowing that i wont n cant be winning. life doesnt seem to like me much; keeps playing games with me ( Read more... )

been thinkin a lil tinsy more then normaly. i just come to realize tat certain pains dont and cant go away as time gradually passes nor how many times it is brought up [it sumtimes hurts less the more chats talked bout one thin]. time never healed and each talk simply kept "tearing out the sutures" from past burns. each time, it was harder to get ( Read more... )

i finally come to understand why i havnt been reallie writing nethin here lately... it came upon me while i was havin a chat with a friend on msn.. he said ma thoughts are "thats an interesting perspective on it...a little morbid...but still interesting..." and i thought bout it sum more.. and i think. its true. i responded "*grin*... well, if u ( Read more... )

1.took mac jai to vet cuz he stupid got a milk plastic thing stuck between his paw. smartie pants. n i couldnt get it out without hurtin him so had to spend a bill at de vet. owellz, long as he's okies. itz juss i had to carry him TO and FROM the vet which was liek forever, even with TTC n he weight 22.2 pounds so ma arms musels are burning still. ( Read more... )

took over as bLaw team leader so wont b sleepin tonite for surebut least thigns will get done n it results will b great ( Read more... )

SIMPLE PLAN --- WELCOME TO MY LIFE

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming ( Read more... )

hehehhee. yes. i hv yet another idea. christmas trip to montreal to bring sprits up.. thinkin dec 19-22.. so hiwe, ah-lay [yes, annie i juss renamed u. hehe], k, chrissy. wen u see dis. reply!!! [u guys better b in! =p] e-mail n stuff wen i gather de all de info. must plan quick for everyone n to save seats!!! =]]] tell me ur last exam days!