endurance
suddenly, i feel so overwhelmed. its cuz i see all too clearly where my furture is headed and must be. n for certain reasons, this doesnt excite nor make me feel happie any longer. i actually feel quite sad of how things would have to turn out. also knowing that i wont n cant be winning. life doesnt seem to like me much; keeps playing games with me and throwing issues over lapping issues. i reallie think i have more then my fair share. when will things start to look up?