i havent updated in like forever and a day and then i kinda realized i stopped dupdating the day i lost count of how many hours,days,weeks,months sarah was gone ( Read more... )

hey fuckers =) i know i havent updated in like forever and now im just getting around to it i have alot to say and im too lazy to say it all first ( Read more... )

im eating cereal very slowly. its 9:25 am..im sorry 26. schools delayed. i didnt do my math homework. i'll make a better update when i get back from school......

i miss you

lexi just leaveded my house..i miss sarah a whole lot and i really dont feel like doing my notecards for miss ford im just not in the mood today..you know? i dont know what other homework i have but i have feeling i dont have all my books..i dont know why i really even give a shit about any of this anymoe. i think i've just given up on caring and ( Read more... )

sarah..i tried cutting last night [twice] on billie joes birthday...i was on the phone with jackie when i did it..i dont wanna sound like a little kid but it was her fault. she doesnt know...and it didnt bleed but theres red scratches and they hurt alot. now i feel like i lied to you because i made you promise me you wouldnt and i feel really bad ( Read more... )

elliott smith <333

hey, you know what would be awesome?...if you listened to thursday on monday and while doing that you were taking back sunday , or on green day in early november and then you went to the drive in and romanced about chemicals and matchbooks and then you saw your neighbor who lives three doors down , his name is jimmy and he was eating the world and ( Read more... )

im sorry i missed valentines day. im sorry my eyeliner is going to wash off your hand eventually. im sorry we cant celebrate st.patricks day and wish we could drink beer. im sorry we wont be able to celebrate 420 together and say " happy pot smokers day" to everyone in LP. im sorry we wont be able to see jackies 2nd play with lexi and go to pete n ( Read more... )

everything is fucked up and so broken with out sarah. i saw my boyfriend cry today. i miss her so much and no one understands how much she means to me and that losing her is like losing my world and my best friend ever. sarah was not a bad friend. i might be a bad influence on her and i just dont understand how they could do something like that ( Read more... )