May 15, 2005 21:51
i havent updated in like forever and a day and then i kinda realized i stopped dupdating the day i lost count of how many hours,days,weeks,months sarah was gone.
sometimes i think i've lost track of time and the world is gunna like fall and fade away too quickly and i'll never be able to do the thing i want to do before it all crumbles into a firey little blue bucket.
i know some things have changed. i know i've kinda faded away like i think time will but i still care like i always did and i always will. and im sorry if i've become a starnger to you in a way. strangers scare me and i dont want you to fear me or anything else that comes along your path.
so im gunna re introduce myself to you.
hi, im delana jo difedele. my birthday is december 18th. i love my chemical romance and waffles with vodka. i sniff sharpies alot, and i smoke cigarettes.
i wish i had a star in a little blue bucket. meet the barkers is my favorite show. i wanna marry travis barker and shanna barker. my nails are black and short. music is my life and i dont believe in god. i type kinda slow and i am sadly racist, but i dont think other races should die. i just fear them. i fear alot of things. i wish i was older, like 18. ryan murphy is my boyfriend and i love him. i love my aunts special brownies. i love laughing till i start tearing. i love animals. i hate girls who run there mouths and talk shit. i've got a great right hook and some crazy add/adhd. i am pale and i wear a lot of eyeliner.i look at the time constantly.
i think that things change for a reason.
i think that people change for a reason.
i think that time changes for a reason.
i think that theres always a reason for something happening and i guess thats what fucking fate did. you cant stop things from happening and fear things.
i think i love you.