im sorry
sarah..i tried cutting last night [twice] on billie joes birthday...i was on the phone with jackie when i did it..i dont wanna sound like a little kid but it was her fault. she doesnt know...and it didnt bleed but theres red scratches and they hurt alot. now i feel like i lied to you because i made you promise me you wouldnt and i feel really bad about it. but i still love you a whole lot. and i miss you.