So I decided to stay home this spring break so that I could work alot and save up money to pay for my summer class that I'm going to take (probably pre-calc bleh). Of course I work for a restaurant that is run by a bunch of idiots so instead of giving me the 6 shifts I requested they gave me only 2 ( Read more... )

I really wish my mom would keep some things to herself. I keep telling her not only am I your daughter but I'm still a kid. I emotionally can not take half the things she tells me. I want to be there for her and I don't want her to keep things from me but how am I or she suppose to know what should and shouldn't be talked about ( Read more... )

I just found out that I didn't get into Livingston college..ugggghh even the rejects won't take me. Oh well at least I'm leaving tomorrow. I really don't want to go back to school though, seriously after four years of not caring and not doing well I really should start considering other options.

I found this on the disk my dad made me of my old computer files.
( Seriously, who else would make learning so fun?! )

A year ago I met Doug, three years ago tonight or tomorrow night I got in that car accident, this year I'm suppose to graduate. I keep thinking about how much I have changed ,for the better, over these past 3 and a half years. I am so happy to have grown enough to be able to be in such a great relationship with someone that I finally do respect ( Read more... )

It sucks how my hair could look oh so good a week ago and then grow a tiny centimeter and look dumb. Of course I need a hair cut but that requires money but unfortunately I haven't been making much at the lob. Also I keep charging things that I know I can't afford right now (taking Doug out to eat, driving to New York almost everyday, shows). I'm ( Read more... )

I was feeling really restless yesterday so I drove down to the beach. Well my first intention was to bring back a long over due DVD. The beach was going to be my reward. I ended up just leaving the DVD in the mailbox because I wasn't sure if I should get myself re-involved ( Read more... )

So it's 5:30 and even though I know I should be sleeping I can't. Something funny (but not the good kind of funny) happened to me Saturday night and I kind of had a melt down and slept all day Sunday. I think that one funny thing triggered all this other fear and anxiety that I have been trying to push aside in order to stay productive. At one ( Read more... )

The best way to start your day is to go to your computer and see this note typed up:

GOOD MORNING KHRISTINA.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! YOU
MAKE ME START MY DAY
WITH SO MUCH ENERGY. ^_^

in 72pt fonts i might add, ha any smaller and I would have missed it.

I am determined to stay up the whole night because I know if I fall asleep now then I probably won't wake up in time to drive back to NJ. Juggs and I were having an awesome sleepover party full of shower sex, Ranma 1/2, painting and homework but he decides to ruin it by sleeping. I almost want to jump up and down and wake him up to we can go play ( Read more... )