I think I'm just a little stressed out....
So it's 5:30 and even though I know I should be sleeping I can't. Something funny (but not the good kind of funny) happened to me Saturday night and I kind of had a melt down and slept all day Sunday. I think that one funny thing triggered all this other fear and anxiety that I have been trying to push aside in order to stay productive. At one point I was crying in Doug's bed, scared that I was going to revert back to my old lazy, depressed and apathetic self.
But I'm ok now. It sucks that I wasted my day in bed but I needed that. Unfortunately I have to try to get back into a regular sleep schedule again. I thought I had fixed it friday but that long lay in bed yesterday messed that up.
Doug is making funny faces in his sleep, I wish I had a camera to capture this, he looks so cute.
Maybe I have one of those winter things because it seems like I get all out of sorts once the days start getting shorter.
But I'm ok now. It sucks that I wasted my day in bed but I needed that. Unfortunately I have to try to get back into a regular sleep schedule again. I thought I had fixed it friday but that long lay in bed yesterday messed that up.
Doug is making funny faces in his sleep, I wish I had a camera to capture this, he looks so cute.
Maybe I have one of those winter things because it seems like I get all out of sorts once the days start getting shorter.