I only write in here when I can't sleep
So I decided to stay home this spring break so that I could work alot and save up money to pay for my summer class that I'm going to take (probably pre-calc bleh). Of course I work for a restaurant that is run by a bunch of idiots so instead of giving me the 6 shifts I requested they gave me only 2.
I was going to try to call everyday and bug them but fuck it. I have tons of stuff I want to e-bay so that should give me a pretty decent amount of money. I have tons of kidrobot stuff that I want to sell, its amazing how much people will spend on a toy.
I also took up a second job, along with the lob I am working at lazer galaxy doing kids parties. Jeez I have come full circle. My first party went smoothly and it reminded me of my lazer mania/steve days, I am always amazed at how things change. I am alot more patient then I use to be and compared to serving this is much easier. I think I'm also going to try to procter SAT exams because it seems easy and I can get some of my reading done.
I also plan on making a new journal because alot of the stuff in her embarrasses me so I would like to start a new one again. Mostly the stuff I'm embarrassed about would have to do with me saying I love Chris (because it's kind of weird to to have that out there when you have moved on). Also any mention of Dan during the summer of Dan (because he turned out to be a fucking douche bag, who's only goal in our friendship was probably to fuck me, he fucking lied to me, I was stupid and choose him over a friend, he fucking patronized me all the time, he never respected any of my relationships and tons of other stuff that I won't write because it still fucking hurts and it makes me uncomfortable to think about!!!!He also ruined really great songs and albums for me, so now every time I listen to Jimmy Eat World's bleed american , which is so good, I usually get angry.).
I'm also thinking about staring my own zine and taking stained glass classes. I found a publishing company (microcosm publishing) that prints that most amazing zines. Right now I have been reading Doris, scribble faster and greenzine. I have always loved personal zines which is probably why I enjoyed the livejournal thing in the first place. I have so many thoughts and ideas that I would like to put out there but I wouldn't dare do it here. I would like the anonymity of a zine.
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Today Doug and I worked in his back yard and sawed down all the dead trees and raked and pulled as much stuff out of the ground as possible. Next time I come over we're going to rip up all the bulbs and churn the soil and figure out exactly what we want to plant. I love spring, I can't wait for it to get warmer.
I was going to try to call everyday and bug them but fuck it. I have tons of stuff I want to e-bay so that should give me a pretty decent amount of money. I have tons of kidrobot stuff that I want to sell, its amazing how much people will spend on a toy.
I also took up a second job, along with the lob I am working at lazer galaxy doing kids parties. Jeez I have come full circle. My first party went smoothly and it reminded me of my lazer mania/steve days, I am always amazed at how things change. I am alot more patient then I use to be and compared to serving this is much easier. I think I'm also going to try to procter SAT exams because it seems easy and I can get some of my reading done.
I also plan on making a new journal because alot of the stuff in her embarrasses me so I would like to start a new one again. Mostly the stuff I'm embarrassed about would have to do with me saying I love Chris (because it's kind of weird to to have that out there when you have moved on). Also any mention of Dan during the summer of Dan (because he turned out to be a fucking douche bag, who's only goal in our friendship was probably to fuck me, he fucking lied to me, I was stupid and choose him over a friend, he fucking patronized me all the time, he never respected any of my relationships and tons of other stuff that I won't write because it still fucking hurts and it makes me uncomfortable to think about!!!!He also ruined really great songs and albums for me, so now every time I listen to Jimmy Eat World's bleed american , which is so good, I usually get angry.).
I'm also thinking about staring my own zine and taking stained glass classes. I found a publishing company (microcosm publishing) that prints that most amazing zines. Right now I have been reading Doris, scribble faster and greenzine. I have always loved personal zines which is probably why I enjoyed the livejournal thing in the first place. I have so many thoughts and ideas that I would like to put out there but I wouldn't dare do it here. I would like the anonymity of a zine.
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Today Doug and I worked in his back yard and sawed down all the dead trees and raked and pulled as much stuff out of the ground as possible. Next time I come over we're going to rip up all the bulbs and churn the soil and figure out exactly what we want to plant. I love spring, I can't wait for it to get warmer.