Just the same shit everyday! Life is pretty much boring around these parts. What else do i have to show for anything, what else do i have to prove to myself or others?, Basically, my fantasies or dreams will never come true. Things flow by like a piece of trash in the river. Life can be afloat or sunkin down the sea all the way to the bottom. My ( Read more... )

People are so dumb!.....

Don't you hate it when you think you have a friend who is there for you, but turns out to be something totally different? I hate people like that. N-e-wayz, My back is getting better, I just hope i get completly better, so i can make myself better. as a whole (emotionally, physically,mentally). One day, i will come out ( Read more... )

Well, my surgery went ok. My leg has no more pain in it, but my back is sore. I thank God im still alive and healthy! Thanx to all my peple's who care about me and take care of me! (you know who you are ;P wink) BUt i have to keep going and get better! I'm going to bed now. good night

well october is almost over, and nov. begins! my birthday is around the cornor and New york trip again. I'm kinda happy i'm going to N.Y. the only thing is when we go i kinda feel left out. but i know he is spending time with his family, so i don't mind.  I know i have to get down to buisness w. school. im glad my midterm in pols was great! i got a ( Read more... )

well today is ok,. But recently i've been thinking. maybe this whole college thing, i'm not too cut out for. I know if i continue w/ pre-med i have a hell of alot more classes i'm going to struggle in. Also, it isn't going to guaranteed i'm goin to make it into med-school either. It's so hard for me right now, and i'm thinging maybe i should just ( Read more... )

today, is sunday, i went out friday and saturday. friday was awesome, i was with my bestfriend dalaina and the rest of the girls. we went to the emerald ballroom (bachlorette party). we all danced our hearts out! I also saw my friend mike there, his band was playing. they were good (the chasers)and i also saw my good old buddy seth. i wonder what ( Read more... )

Ever since my last entry, things have been good. Again, may i say "how long is this going to last?" well, i figure i need to make myself better for myself, and not to worry about other people all the time.My weight training class has been good, and i plan to go to the gym more, in order to keep up with my progress. I alos, keep thinking about my ( Read more... )

I have'nt written since aug. of this year. Basically everything is the same. The usual being unhappy. For once in a long time, i had fun with my bestfriend jenny and my friend chris. But, i realized i wasn;'t having fun with my love. There are times he doesn't want to be with me or spend time with me. It makes me uspse3t. (i'm crying right now). It ( Read more... )

I'm so tired, yet, updated. Everything is running around me and i'm standing still. It feels like i am alone, all the time. reason? due to me not being able to do anything, and being able to do at my free will. what can i say? lonelyness, no? i go places alone, not being accompiened by the one i love or anyone for thatmatter. If i was more ( Read more... )

well tonight is kinda lonely....sal is sleeping. he worked alot of hours and din't sleep for 24 hours. at times i feel fortunate to have him because he is a hard worker, he does take care of me financially. What else would i want right? well, it comes down farther than that. school is comming up soon. i'm a lttle scared don't know what to expect... ( Read more... )