another day
well today is ok,. But recently i've been thinking. maybe this whole college thing, i'm not too cut out for. I know if i continue w/ pre-med i have a hell of alot more classes i'm going to struggle in. Also, it isn't going to guaranteed i'm goin to make it into med-school either. It's so hard for me right now, and i'm thinging maybe i should just give -up on pre med and become a teacher. It sounds wierd, because i have always thought of myself being a doctor, not a teacher. Yet, teachers have major influences on kids and lives, even when thier adults. i don't know what i want to do. i'm lost! this was my feasr from the beginning of college, was not knowing what i want to do, and changing my major. I figure it isn't so bad being a professor, but it is also alot of work, but not as long as a doctor. The thing is the work isn't guaranteed either. It's hard to get a full time position in any college, but being a doctor is a lot easier in the end( in the work aspect). i have to thing about what i want in life. It would be nice to be a professor or teacher becuase you automatically have the weekends off and holidays, but no work in the summer. I have to decide and think. i need more information