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Just the same shit everyday! Life is pretty much boring around these parts. What else do i have to show for anything, what else do i have to prove to myself or others?, Basically, my fantasies or dreams will never come true. Things flow by like a piece of trash in the river. Life can be afloat or sunkin down the sea all the way to the bottom. My dreams are probably never able to come true, I need that help, or push. God only knows what my life is going to turn out. And right now it's not what i want or what's good. I feel stuck, abandoned, lifeless, loveless, meaningless, unhappy. The other day, i went out w/ my aunt and uncle to dinner, i really enjoyed myself. I felt appreciated by them, They show me love, support, integrity, and show me they are proud of me. I'm so happy for my cuzin who i believe deep down in my heart he will succeed, him and the band he is in. What else csn i do? were else can i go? My self being is standing still and life around me is rushing by.