Thought i would throw a lil thoughts out there since i havent posted in a lil while.. let me see what i can talk about.. I got back from cancun a couple weeks ago.. it was easily the time of my life.. i long to go back there as soon as i can.. i enjoyed almost everything about the trip..the people i went with, the hotel,(kind of) the experience..i ( Read more... )

I was thinkin today.....i know scary.. but anyways.. i had a rough semester last semester(fall 04) and i dont really blame it on anything but myself.. i think there were a lot of contributing factors to it.. but mainly it was just me.. anyways the topic shifts to the word hate.. i dont like a lot of people.. im someone with a tough shell and it ( Read more... )

I have no clue how to explain how i feel right now.. it's sooo messed up..it is really messing with my head and i wish i had someone to talk to but it seems like there is no one..Its depressing... and i realized that llife is depressing.. even though i have a lot of things to be happy about.. it seems like i always think of the things that make me ( Read more... )

Alright...so...how much progress have i made? Answered simply... none..Im just glad i am at home for all this... my friends are important to me right now.. but i just realized... that all i need is friends.. and that i should try my best to keep the friends i have and not worry about love and relationships because i have plenty of time for that ( Read more... )

I am a prisoner of my own thoughts

What a fucked up week.. talk about being stressed.. damn... with all the shitty news i was recieving i was about ready to snap.. fucked up..news with charly..crazy.. i've never known anyone with cancer.. it doesn't really run in my family so i never had any family memebers who were unfortunate enough to come down with it.. poor charly.. but i know ( Read more... )

Living in my new apartment.. not bad..kind of getting homesick cuz it is the summer.. and all my friends are from the coast... but eh whatev...thinkin that after my two summer courses i am going to come home for the last 2 months of the summer..end of the month i am going camping with all my friends.. and that will be a blast.. i just feel that ( Read more... )

Well it is saturday.. didn't get much sleep last night.. had a LONG talk with jac,for once it seemed that talkin actually maybe led to some progression.. and not fighting like it usually does..we talked about that...we dont fight.. its more of me getting annoyed and not wanting to talk... if anyone knows me... which only a few people do..and your ( Read more... )

Its so funny how you can love someone.. but hate them also.. weird...stupid shit.. just wanna graduate.. get out of this school.... it's not neccassarily a shitty schoool... i like it here.. but im ready to get out of here.. and i got 3 years left... but of course i talked to her today about me wanting to graduate.. and she said that life is harder ( Read more... )

wow, havent wrote in such a long time... was looking through all my journal entries.. its amazing of how far i've come since the beginning of school.. and all the people i met... all the drama that i lived through.. and all the drama my friends have lived through... good times though.. Life is filled with drama.. and it always will be. I realized ( Read more... )