its been such a long time since i have actully written in this. i look back on previous entries and still feel the same way about alot of things. some things never change i guess. i cant wait to be done with school. get the fuck outta shoreline. im just feed up with bullshit drama. and stupid people. there is no point to any of it ( Read more... )

its been so long since i have written in this thing. alot has changed and is still changing. some for the good and i dont really know about the others. i kinda just want senior year to get over with so i can go and do my own thing. get out of shoreline. and go to college ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder if i am going to be one of those people who grow old by themsleves! and die single....that is my one fear. and i know im only a junior and have the whole rest of my life but its just something i was thinking about today. being surrounded by all the couples and wives and husbands kinda made me go insane!!! its one of those things ( Read more... )

THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER!!!!

AND IT MAKES ME HAPPYYYYYY!!!!

i just got back from the hospital and cant sleep....im too damn excited for kiyah to be born!!! right after my bro called and told me that they were at the hospital me and my mom jump in the car and do some mad shopping!! then we scooped everyone up and went to the hospial....the ended up send ing her home and gave her some serious meds. shell ( Read more... )

this weekend was pretty good. i dont tihnk i ever got bored...so thats a good thing.

it was really interesting. but fun.

my mom is threatning to ground me....im still unclear why but whatev...i dotn care what she says nothing is going to ruin the rest of the year. or summer. so i take my drive test on tuesday!!! def way excited!! and im looking at ( Read more... )

alot has been going on. some good some bad and some shit i would jst rather forget.

i just dont understand some people and their reasonings for things. like why would you even? it just really fusterates me.

school has been kinda stressful....trying to get my grades back up. chemistry just sucks and i try so hard to get a good grade in that class ( Read more... )

im lovin it how things alwasys go my way.........NOPE.....its all a joke and im done. well i always say i am done. but the shit happens again....so this time im just gonna try really hard to just brush shit off my shoulder.

I love being sick and not being able to swallow.....its fun....NOPE.

cant wait till summer.

good times over spring break.

did alot of shit that we have been talking about for the ever longest.

things can be very fusterating but the funny thing is is that i dont care as much as i used to.

had some hella good conversations with people. got to know them better. learned some new stuff.

swa my gpa and hes lookin alot more healthier.

def dotn ( Read more... )

ITS STARTING TO GO DOWN HILL.......