i just dont know what to do......
i just got back from the hospital and cant sleep....im too damn excited for kiyah to be born!!! right after my bro called and told me that they were at the hospital me and my mom jump in the car and do some mad shopping!! then we scooped everyone up and went to the hospial....the ended up send ing her home and gave her some serious meds. shell sleep good for about 6 hours then it will be hell again. it scares me soooo much...like she is in so much pain.
today went downtown with kristin amanda josh and jeff. it was coo. walking felt good and it was nice to be outside. except when nasty pervy homeless men or men that like to sit in the park start to talk and look at you! kinda creepy...and damn are there some bitchy ass people in this world!!! today just got me tihnking....but im sitll unsure.
im about to make a cd ten try to force myself to go to sleep
pretty much hes the one i want. i dont want to cuddle with anyone else but him. i dont want to kiss anyone else but him. and i def dont want to like neone else but him.
i will just have to see what is going to happen.