Feb 12, 2006 02:27
its been such a long time since i have actully written in this. i look back on previous entries and still feel the same way about alot of things. some things never change i guess. i cant wait to be done with school. get the fuck outta shoreline. im just feed up with bullshit drama. and stupid people. there is no point to any of it.
boys suck. its like they cant make up their minds. i want him. he knows i do. but i dont think its gonna turn out too good. i just want to be able to go 5 more months and then ill be outta shorewood. off doin my own thing. if i wanna keep in touch i will if i dont then i wont. its as simple as that.
other people are beginning to piss me off to. i just dont understand what makes you think you are better then other people. it all just makes me angry.
perfoming today at meadowdale felt amazing. not as amazing as capital but i could feel the excitement on the floor. it was as perfect as it could have been. i say i dont like drill sometimes but deep down inside i do. i dont know what i would do without the girls on the team. its crazy how relationships can grow an dhow you can create that bond with someone.
i cant wait till state and victoria. it will be simply AMAZING.
yay for turning 18 in 11 days!!! hell yeah. not as excited as i was last week. im kinda loosin it. but whateva.