So I got asked out on a date tonight by Adam which I was so not ready for. I'm not ready for the whole guy/girl thing with anyone can guys are girls not just be platonic? Is that really too much to ask? I'm completely at a loss for what to think. I just don't want to end up in another situation like I had with Dusty. All of it scares me right now ( Read more... )

So I worked about 9 million and one hours today which actually wasn't that bad b/c it was split up 5-2 and then 545-1030. I have to be back in at 5 tomorrow but I'm only there until 8am which is awesome because I'm off friday it's pretty much the whole day off. I really do think the positivity change is starting to be noticeable. Today Meghan told ( Read more... )

Such a true statement everyday we do choose what side we are on. We choose light or dark, love or hurt, happiness or sadness, possitivity or negativity. So much of our moods really are determined by what we choose to feel. I talked to my mom earlier and the woman from the state was there for 3 hours interviewing them and it looks like they are most ( Read more... )

we didn't know
we didn't know
we want love
we want love

there were times I betrayed what was sacred to myself and lost
over lines I'm ashamed of the things that I had done and crossed
I was so fast to run when doubt had come
so fast to run, so fast to run

we didn't know
we didn't know
we want love
we want love
we didn't know
we didn't know
we want ( Read more... )

So it's been 6 years since the last time I wrote in here and so much has changed and yet remained the same in too many ways. There are major changes in my life that need to be made and I'm finally getting to the point I'm going to make them. I know I have a really long journey ahead of me but every journey must begin with a single step and I've all ( Read more... )

Ugh it's always fun when it's 3 in the morning and I have to be up at 8. I love these nights of no sleep. My life is still pretty boring. I'm doing a late Christmas with my mom's family in south georgia this weekend. I'm really not looking forward to it but hey it's a weekend away from pawpaw. I also think I'm going to go spend Friday with Holly ( Read more... )

I guess it's time for an update. It's been so long I don't even know what to write about anymore. How sad is that. I guess I've just been to lazy to update this damn thing lately. I kind of miss it. It was my way of looking back and seeing if anything has changed or gotten better ( Read more... )

Yeah I'm still alive figured I would let everyone know and show off my new icon. I hope everyone is voting Tuesday.

I guess it's time for an update. I really don't have a lot going on lately. I have a boyfriend now. The guy I work with Mick. It's kind of a weird thought. I like him way to much for my own good. It's scares me