ressurecting me
So it's been 6 years since the last time I wrote in here and so much has changed and yet remained the same in too many ways. There are major changes in my life that need to be made and I'm finally getting to the point I'm going to make them. I know I have a really long journey ahead of me but every journey must begin with a single step and I've all ready started making baby steps. I've let fear and bitterness hold me back for far to long and I've almost drowned myself in it; but no more. You can only let fear and depression rule your life for so long before you finally say fuck you I'm not letting you control me anymore and that's the point I'm at. Ive made huge mistakes in my life but I'm only human and life is all about learning from your mistakes. In my resurrection process I think I'm going to maybe ressurect this live journal because it really did help me previously to write in it. Writing helps me sort out the things in my head better than anything else in this world.