Jan 12, 2005 03:05
Ugh it's always fun when it's 3 in the morning and I have to be up at 8. I love these nights of no sleep. My life is still pretty boring. I'm doing a late Christmas with my mom's family in south georgia this weekend. I'm really not looking forward to it but hey it's a weekend away from pawpaw. I also think I'm going to go spend Friday with Holly and get to see her house for the first time ever. It's funny she's been at my house so many times in the past year but she's lived in that house for 3 or 4 years I think and I've never been there. I really hate south georgia and she understands this.
I might be seeing Holly 4x this month which is like a new record. It's almost like being 13 and 14 again when she basically lived at my house on the weekends. I can't believe we're still best friends and have been since I was 13. It's such a surreal thought. That's 8 years of my life. I haven't been that close to anyone else besides family for that long.
Weekend after this one I'm going to St. Louis for Greenwheel. I'm so excited about that since it'll be Holly's first time seeing them. I also will get to see John and hopefully Reese while I'm there. I wish I could go for longer than I am but there's just no way.
I just want to go somewhere and escape my life for a little bit. Today was not fun at all. Pawpaw fell and Lynne and I had to get hime up which is really hard. Then he had an accident which Aunt Lynne thankfully cleaned up. I really don't know how much longer he'll last. He's fell 2x in the past week which he's only fell 4x in the year and a half he's been here. He has not been very coherent at all lately. It's all very sad.