EVERYDAY YOU CHOOSE WHAT SIDE YOU'RE ON
Such a true statement everyday we do choose what side we are on. We choose light or dark, love or hurt, happiness or sadness, possitivity or negativity. So much of our moods really are determined by what we choose to feel. I talked to my mom earlier and the woman from the state was there for 3 hours interviewing them and it looks like they are most likely getting the kids. I could choose to be miserable about this or I could just choose to view it was these kids don't need to be in foster care. I'm not going to lie I'm not overly thrilled that my mom messed up so much with my little brother and myself yet is taking these kids in but I cannot dwell on that it just will eat me alive. Instead I'm going to focus on how much my mom has grown and could actually help these kids. It breaks my heart what people do to their children. It sounds like she's getting a little stephen and linda because the 10 year old girl has been mommy to her little brothers her whole life and the 6 year old is starting to act out because his whole world has been turned upside down and everything he has seen in his little life. I feel so bad for the girl though because they also have a 3 year old little brother they'll be seperated from but it's better than them all being split up. If they're sent into foster care she looses any chance to see the 3 year old and at least if my mom takes them in she'll still have her 6 year old little brother there and can see the 3 year old a few times a week. My heart is breaking for her. There is so much else I need to write about but I really must take myself to bed considering I have to be up in less than 6 hours.
"These are the things that you know will just hurt
Don't let em
Weaken your heart"