Well all u people that don't read my journal...since molly apparently thinks that my journal is too damn serious, she making me post this...now say nice things about me ( Read more... )

A women’s college has given me the freedom to be me. No longer am I that girl that doesn’t speak her mind because she is afraid that the popular girls will laugh, and the boys will talk behind her back. I have to frankly say, I don’t give a damn. I didn’t come to college for a social life, but to learn, but I have realized that one comes with the ( Read more... )

I refuse. I refuse to be subserivant to a man just because he has a penis. I refuse to be subservient to anyone because they tell me i should. I refuse to give up my hopes, dreams and goals because some judgemental person tells me I should. Islam supposedly gives all of these rights to women with one hand but taking away their fundamental right ( Read more... )

Ever since getting to college, it has been one boy after another. When will it stop? There are so many guys that want nothing but sex, no relationship, definitely no love, and I don't think I can do that anymore. This past week, literally every guy I have been with, or known it seems has popped up in my life. The realization that guys I have slept ( Read more... )

I can't believe how much i have changed since i started writing this journal. For one, i can type without looking at my hands...three cheers for me...but mostly i have changed my complete way of looking at the world. I am not a Christian anymore. I am Muslim. I still lie when people ask me sometimes why i don't eat pork. I say that i haven't ( Read more... )

This is a letter that i wrote to someone that i thought i would like to save. writing seems to help me cope ( Read more... )

well...i can certainly say that my life has become rather eventful. Although classes are offically over, and i am offically a striaght A student, I am not home. I am not home, and will not be returning home this summer because i got a great oppurtunity for a fellowship that will keep me here in DC for the summer. There is a lot going on with my ( Read more... )

well...lets see. There is so much more going on in my life! first off to any new people reading my journal that wish to comment on how pretty it is...all credit must go to Miss. Missy who spent all this time making it pretty just cause she loves me ! cool huh? yeah ( Read more... )

I just realized that i have three calenders. Weird ( Read more... )

What is my problem? Why is it about me that makes bad things happen to me? just when i think that something nice might happen to me, that i might have food to eat and have a good day, his car gets burned? I hate when people kid with me because it leads me to always thinking that they are kidding. His car? what the fuck is wrong with me. I just ( Read more... )