new journal.
friends only.
yeah.

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ToLeanBackIntoIt (10:52:11 PM): that last thing you heard at the end was me eating food ( Read more... )

nothing is ever really as bad as i may think. i may exaggerate things in my head, because it may feel worse. i dont ask him to talk to me every single second of his life, but i like talking to him. i mean i like to be called when to be informed of things. and i do enjoy a call every once in a while just to say "hi. how are you?" i remember the days ( Read more... )

i'm not really happy with anything right now.
i just want everything gone.
everything in my life.
just gone.
and start over.
start over with a new life.
i wish i wish i wish.

i can't believe i found my dads weed ( Read more... )

lay down a list of what is wrong
the things you've told him all along
and pray to god he hears you
pray to god he hears youi haven't updated in a while for a reason ( Read more... )

dear lauren ( Read more... )

i know i keep saying this but
i want out of here
i hate cranberry ( Read more... )

new years was really weird.
i feel like shit
and i'm lonely.

yeah that pretty much sums up my year.

i have to go take my dad to the doctors in about an hour. he's been having a really hard time breathing, vomitting, passing out/fatigue, and coughing. i mean, it could easily be an infection or maybe pnuemonia. but my dad has been smoking since he was thirteen ( Read more... )