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[le_____sigh_]

i have to go take my dad to the doctors in about an hour. he's been having a really hard time breathing, vomitting, passing out/fatigue, and coughing. i mean, it could easily be an infection or maybe pnuemonia. but my dad has been smoking since he was thirteen.

i duno, it just really scares me to think that i could go through what eric and his family had to.