the past week has been crazy. so many things have happened, and i was talking with ryan about how my life would be so much different if my friends werent who they were. i mean lets be honest...most of my friends are gay men, but i wouldnt trade any of them for the world. everyone knows that the life of a gay man is hard......but nobody realizes ( Read more... )

alright...i'm kida pissed off at the moment....my best friends mother has forbid her from hanging out with or speaking to me ever again....i just want to understand what i have done that is this bad....i'm a good kid...i've never been in trouble....like serious trouble...i mean i have other friends that her mom loves that have been to JAIL......it ( Read more... )

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i need more straight friends...not that i dont love my gay friends....but i really really need a man....and thats something my gay friends cant do for me....thats all i have to say

friday i went to birmingham to see sarah, ed, and for bid day. omg let me tell you...if you've never experienced it then you really need to. it was crazy. thats all i can say about it. there really isnt anyway to describe it. that was all day saturday. and friday we went to a party at frank's suite ( Read more... )

i'm officially sad....so i went to una's band practice today....and saw him...and he saw me, but he didnt talk to me...he did wave. he was walking past me and jonathan going to his car. they did have sectional practice directly after regular band practice. so i dont know. laura said "maybe he thought jonahtan was trying to get his mack on or ( Read more... )

why is it that nearly every person i've slept with dosent want anyone to know? am i that horrible... i mean i can understand about one of them....but the others...they have no girlfriend...they just dont want anyone to know. i just realized this a few nights ago at work at pasquale's. that was a major self esteem killer. i thought i was cute...but ( Read more... )

i dont unerstand. i really dont. how can men and women be so closely realated, but not be able to tell anything about the other. i really thought we would be good together. we even agreed not long ago that your lover should be your best friend. we were already friends, and i thought we were physically attracted to eachother, but he was just drunk ( Read more... )

okay guys....a lot of shit has happened...i'm so confused...and i'm scared that everyone is going to be mad at me. but if it makes anyone feel any better, i made a complete ass of myslef last night. i said things that i would never say out loud...and i kinda wish that i hadnt said them at all now. i guess that i'm glad i got some things off of my ( Read more... )

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fun quotes

"i wanna do him like the WONKAVATOR!!!"

"your a motherfucker...yes, yes i am"

"Swabbie i'm going to take you outside and castrate you....yea you and what butterknife"

"This is the smallest its ever been...i'll make it bigger"

"This is'nt fair"

"Fuck the monkey!!!!"

"Is jc a bad ( Read more... )