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why is it that nearly every person i've slept with dosent want anyone to know? am i that horrible... i mean i can understand about one of them....but the others...they have no girlfriend...they just dont want anyone to know. i just realized this a few nights ago at work at pasquale's. that was a major self esteem killer. i thought i was cute...but i guess not. i can name only two people i've slept with that dont care if other people know. i wish i could find someone that i really liked that liked me too. is that too much to ask for? i am so lonely, and most of my friends have moved away for school. i mean dont get me wrong i do sitll have wonderful friends here in florence, but three of my best friends are two or more hours away and that sucks. but back to the sex thing? am i wrong to think thats crappy of those guys? cause i was thinking about it and its kinda pissing me off. once again i need a good man
on a happier note..i went to the una game last night and saw someone i havent seen in a long time....in the band...and it made me happy, it would have made me happier if the band would have sat on the home side like they are suppose to, but they didnt, and i'm not sure if he saw me or not, but even if he did he had no chance to come over and talk to me, or awknolage me at all, but jonathan(hes in the band as well) said that he saw me perfectly well and he was close to the other guy so more than likely my guy saw me too. i also saw timmy ray! i heart timmy ray. and matt lintz...and for those of you that know matt...hes drum major now. and i saw erica, and a few other people that i was in band with in high school. it was a good night.
but now i must go shower for work...for those of you who care....i work sunday, monday, tuesday, off wednesday, work thursday, off friday, saturday, and work sunday.....so there you go....call me i have a phone charger again so its all good....talk to you guys soon!
on a happier note..i went to the una game last night and saw someone i havent seen in a long time....in the band...and it made me happy, it would have made me happier if the band would have sat on the home side like they are suppose to, but they didnt, and i'm not sure if he saw me or not, but even if he did he had no chance to come over and talk to me, or awknolage me at all, but jonathan(hes in the band as well) said that he saw me perfectly well and he was close to the other guy so more than likely my guy saw me too. i also saw timmy ray! i heart timmy ray. and matt lintz...and for those of you that know matt...hes drum major now. and i saw erica, and a few other people that i was in band with in high school. it was a good night.
but now i must go shower for work...for those of you who care....i work sunday, monday, tuesday, off wednesday, work thursday, off friday, saturday, and work sunday.....so there you go....call me i have a phone charger again so its all good....talk to you guys soon!