its been a while that i done this, but i got to just spill my thoughts for a second ( Read more... )

okay. real friends dont lie to each other. no matter how much the truth hurts, real friends dont lie to each other. but hell if stupid is what you want, stupid is what you got. i already figured you out, you're just like everybody else to me. its such a shame you were a friend of mine. but hey, maybe that's your thing. just chasing after girls till ( Read more... )

honestly. i was doing perfectly fine without you. i was even cool to just chill with you as friends. it kills me that i haven't seen you in a while, and that you couldn't give 2 shits to come see me. it hurts so much to wait on someone like that. i wanna just scrap you in the face n tell you to get the fuck out of my life. ive never been caused so ( Read more... )

what hurts the most is letting go ( Read more... )

hah. i dont kno who i been kidding all along.

nobody will understand me because i dont even know who i am anymore =) greaaat.

"Heres a mirror and a map, go and find yourself"
- 1,2,3 by Field Mobb

ive realized this for a good while now, but i just wanted to apologize to friends that i just havn't kept in touch with. the friends i want to hang out with and have a good time with, but never have time for them. i'm sorry. i know i havn't been a great friend. i know i havnt' been here to help you guys out if something went wrong in your day. yet ( Read more... )

the thing i been dreading for so long now....is finally coming to me as if its the right thing to do. lord i don't wanna do it...but at the same time i NEED to before my sanity blows permanently. my minds tellin me i need to leave...my hearts telling me i cant. i don't know what to do ( Read more... )

heh. thats the last time ill EVER visit markville secondary. what a waste ( Read more... )

fuck university. i don't even wanna go anymore. i don't even wanna go to college anymore. im tired of this stupidness of working so hard to just GET a 70's mark. this is bullshit. and if adulthood is worse than this, i QUIT life.

lately, i dont care about school, i don't care about work, i don't care about going out and actually doing anything, and i don't care to be at home. all i wanna do is be by myself and do something for myself. who am i possibly disappointing in doing that? im just gettin tired arguin and fighting with absolutely NOBODY on my side. but i think ill b ( Read more... )