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Nov 08, 2007 15:15

what hurts the most is letting go
I just want you to know that I love you so
I know things are different now, you've gone and settled down
And I thought for sure you'd always wait for me

I'll tell you what hurts the most is I should have took the chance
Boy, when you came to me and offered me your hand
Silly of me I thought I'd always have your heart
I had the chance to have all the love oh, how I'm missing you now

I hate that there is someone new
Comin' in and takin' my place
Doin' the things that we used to do
And makin' love to you

And oh, what am I supposed to do
It's killin' me 'cause I want you
And you should have known my love was true
And there's no one else in this world for me but you

But things have changed, they're not the same
And recently you found someone that you
Decided to dedicate your whole life to
And what we had has got to be through

i'm doing much better than when we last talked about us. i understand you're not ready for a relationship right now. i guess you did save me from a total disaster if thats the case. what hurts is the fact your with her. i KNOW you're with her. and i saw it coming. i'm hoping this is really what i think it is, and that it aint anything serious like you had told me. but it kills me because ive never felt this way about anyone. it kills me because i'm trying to keep my cool because i think i know what you're trying to do. and if i knew back then, what id be feeling now, i would have taken your hand when you had given it to me back then. i just hope you're feelings for me were true and that you never lied about anything you told me. because it would just be a shame if you ended up not even being a real friend all along. friends never lie to each other no matter what. i'm not necessarily going to wait until you're ready (if you were really telling me the truth to wait on us). it just hurts because i know i would have been happy with you. and lord knows ive never been happy with anyone before. its something ive wanted for such a long time. a time long enough for me to not even believe in love anymore. all the guys in my past, were nothing serious. but this is the first time ive felt something real. your the only one ive fallen for, for you. and because i feel for you the way i do and the circumstances that are brought, im letting go of you and everything that we had together. i only pray that you were telling me the truth all along. i gave you the perfect opportunities to tell me if you really don't have any feelings for me, and you never took it. so if the day should come and i find that you lie, that is the day our friendship is over. and if you were to be telling me the truth, don't be surprised if i'm gone.
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