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ive realized this for a good while now, but i just wanted to apologize to friends that i just havn't kept in touch with. the friends i want to hang out with and have a good time with, but never have time for them. i'm sorry. i know i havn't been a great friend. i know i havnt' been here to help you guys out if something went wrong in your day. yet you guys still stay here to listen to my problems. i know ive promised to always be friends and always be here, and ive broken the part of the promise to always be here because i know i havn't. high school is almost ending, and this experience of knowing how many friends ive lost because i havnt had time...is much more painful than you think. honestly i don't know what to do with my time because i have almost slim to none for myself. i don't know who exactly IS still my friend. and i don't know who exactly has stayed here for me, or has completely moved on from me. but if you choose not to be my friend anymore, totally cool with me. wouldn't blame ya. thats just what i get for not giving time.