Dec 18, 2006 01:34
the thing i been dreading for so long now....is finally coming to me as if its the right thing to do. lord i don't wanna do it...but at the same time i NEED to before my sanity blows permanently. my minds tellin me i need to leave...my hearts telling me i cant. i don't know what to do.
stress is the only thing flooding in my mind right now. school and work are my top priorities, along with family. just gotta decide if i got time. or if my times better spent on my priorities.
just cant decide what to do...when im wanting to do the right hting...but the reality and heart just gets in the way....