I havent even thought about this livejournal in a long time.

I'm glad to say things are pretty much back to normal.

I have nothin else to say : /

I was sitting here reading a couple of my old entries from the beginning of the year. Its weird it didnt even sound like me. Im actually ashamed of who i was. I grew up a lot and learned a lot more about myself..yes it is possible to learn about yourself and change for the better without going to younglife :) Well anyways in the old entries i ( Read more... )

Yesterday was me and ross's one year anniversary :) I'm so happy it has lasted this long. It's weird tho..after thinking about it.. we both agreed that when we first started dating we barely knew eachother. We dont even remember eachother before dating. At first i guess we both expected it to be maybe only a couple months thing..I never thought it ( Read more... )

It's been a couple months..so why cant stop thinking about it? I didnt think things would turn out like this at all. It wasnt what i expected. I used to have one person..i told EVERYTHING to..and then another person i thought i had something so special with. One thing happened after another and here i am..i dont have a best friend and i have to ( Read more... )

Alright. I know a lot of people are probably gonna take this personally..since this is a really sensitive subject. And no i didnt flip out on anybody about going to younglife? Yeah you could say i flipped out on something else. But i think that made a lot more sense.

This is the story:

My best friend, who i spent every weekend with understood ( Read more... )

I had a bad dream last night that just brought everything back.

Bad Dreams Suck..

Ok by now i dont know what ANYONE wants from me. Supposedly i get pissed easily over something "so stupid." But i'll just pretend it doesnt piss me off. Theres so many things i have to pretend are okay but they're not.

My advice: do whatever you want. Who really cares

..Because if i mention a little something from the past..im the wrong one for ( Read more... )

Last night was fun. Hung out with rachel callie katelyn and laura and a lot more people. It was definitly what i needed that night.

Just a thought:

I dont really understand why people blab on and on about how having relationships during high school is stupid and we shouldnt be putting that much commitment into anything. And that no one can really ( Read more... )

Finally..I'm pretty much over it.

school sucks..weekends make up for it tho..

Leave me some..<3

This weekend was pretty good. Friday night stayed at callies and we were gonna go to the football game but it was soo cold so we went to joes instead and hung out with a bunch of people. I got to see laura. We came back around 10ish and i dont really remember what time i went to sleep..haha. Saturday.. kyle dirk and andrew picked me up and we went ( Read more... )